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As soon as I get home these thoughts pour out of my head. It's like you've attached a string to a cork in my mind, and when you drive off, the line gets taught and the cork pops out.

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Going home kills me, every time.

I spend days with you, and I never want it to end.  I miss you from the second I close the car door until I see you again.

It doesn't even matter what we do, as long as I'm there with you.




I'd be so happy if I got to sleep in those arms every night.

So. Happy. If.
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You normally only hold me when you're drunk. Once in a while you do it other times, but only when you're drunk does it feel like something. Only when you're drunk do you stop holding back.























I wish I made you happy.

With all of my heart do I wish I made you happy.
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Things have been absolutely crazy lately.

Found out I can't trust Matt or Bill, but I did make two new, awesome friends, Jason and Jimmy. Got super drunk Saturday and the J boys took care of me, they're really great.

I got so drunk on Saturday because my bag was stolen from me which contained me super nice Panasonic Lumix 10.1 megapixel camera which I had received as a college graduation present, and is very sentimental, my cell phone, my wallet containing money I really needed and my ID, my debit card, my meds, house keys, and various other things.

I found out today that my bag is now at the Gorham Police station, and I can call and pick it up. The camera is gonzo though :/



I'm really into natural medicine, even though I take a prescription for Cymbalta :/, and I found this great forum for learning about and talking about all sorts of natural remedies. I like to see what other people in my situation do/use/try and how that works out for them. Here is the health forum, check it out!

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